I had a crown lengthening done and the packing came off like a couple days ago. Looks good but they want me to brush after every single meal and my brain who hates brushing (… which is why we’re here with all the tooth issues) is sobbing.

And tomorrow I have my root canal retreated and the idea of that scares the shit outta me. I have Xanax just for this but my doctor only gave me half because idk she’s bad at refills sometimes. I have enough for this appointment but I’ll have to bother her again.

So all in all, bad. It’s a bad week.

Things aren’t that bad in my life, relatively speaking.

Just, I’m coming to terms with the fact that this workplace is shitty, and likely beyond repair.
Statu quo is a tough nut to crack though.
I could make a move, I might even have an opportunity lined up. Sure, there’s a few variables that I can’t account for, but whatever.

The real question is… is this really what I want?

Drums in the deep. It is coming.