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Cake day: June 28th, 2025

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  • Don’t forget the others… like Rafael “Ted” Cruz - of Canada.

    Too cold for you? Maybe Mary down the street wouldn’t have fucking died alone in her house freezing do death, with no heat, no power, and cell towers were overloaded as well. She couldn’t ambulate. She relied on those resources to live, and her neighbors for helped. We all took care of her, as a community.

    And you went to fucking Cancun with your kids before being called on it.

    Rafael, I doubt you’ll see this, but Mary’s blood is on your hands, as well as hundreds if not thousands more.


  • I’d like to go on, that when I was a teenager me and friends split off into pairs as a sniper and spotter, and played war games with each other. Eye pro, tac-vests that held stuff and were just another layer against a pellet, sometimes heavier clothes (winter), but in the summers it was usually dark colored shorts and tees, and a little bush craft (I picked up a surplus army sniper manual).

    Dangerous? 110%

    Painful? Only if you get spotted.

    Dumber than we allowed ourselves to feel at the time? You betcha.

    Cutting to the chase, each pair came up with their own sign language that was useful in the dark, in the quiet, etc.

    One of our buddies knew ASL (hearing impaired, deaf parents) so they used that.

    Me and my partner decided on NATO hand signals, as we were both the most of ware of that format.

    The others? Not entirely sure.

    I know a lot was just made up on the fly through gesturing and combining the few signals we remembered, and that was all of us except our hearing impaired buddy.

    So yes, some sort of sign language is often created on the fly based on cultural parameters. ASL, NATO, etc… just standardizing the symbols helps, but a lot of families, especially without access to resources use “home-sign” as I’ve heard it called. Basically, they standardized within their family unit over time based on mutual understanding.

    So, there are cultural elements, but it expands past that.

    I’m older, spent my 20s in a mosh pit fighting to the front, have ND related APD, at least I think, but sound is still HUGELY important for me in the world. Just don’t talk to me, lol.



  • I overdosed on nicotine by accident.

    I had a bottle of liquid from my refillable vape in my pocket that came open. Yes, it will go through the skin into your system.

    ODing on nicotine, at least at the level I did lead to strong anxiety, heart palpitations, tachycardia, and projectile vomiting.

    Also, I had a seizure after I finished dying outside and walked into work for my minimum wage job, right in the entry way.

    I am epileptic though, so I’m not entirely sure if that related - as I was undiagnosed and untreated at the time. Making minimum wage with no medical benefits, choosing healthcare is a difficult decision over food and a roof.




  • I spent a year working at an elementary school, in an IT capacity.

    I was at a fairly wealthy district, but Texas “Robin Hood Laws” distributed a lot of their taxable wealth to poorer districts and such.

    That being said, all the kids that went there for the most part had rich parents.

    So the stay at home moms always organized fund raisers. Bake sales, that kinda crap.

    And the rich kids, or any parents who stopped in, bought treats.

    I mean, it worked… but not without a lot of disposable income at home.





  • Don’t be self conscious, be self aware .

    If your wedding tackle has shifted at all during your swim, may be try to get out away from the others a bit, not a creepy amount, but like… Be on one end of the group, turn away slightly when transitioning from water to land, place your hands “casually” in a way to cover yourself without drawing attention, all sorts of little tricks you’ll internalize before you know it, but it starts with being self aware.



  • I mean, I don’t know if I’d still be interested in women after being a vampire that long, but I’d like to think so.

    Go to a country with lax sex laws (or at least enforcement), set up a bordello and feed on the workers while they sleep off their necessary highs for doing sex work for a horrible human (vampire) being.

    Plus, under the rules I’m fixating on mentally, drinking the blood of someone who is high will get the vampire high, and after hundreds of years plus immortality, I’m gonna get high at some point lol.

    (Rules referenced: Old World of Darkness, VTM, etc)


  • I can’t. Literally can’t.

    I will not fall asleep unless I spend some time unwinding first. Preferably alone.

    No, not a masturbation reference, but I just need some quiet and not have to remember every little social rule that no one ever explained to any extent, at least to me, seems like others have an idea though.

    Its a time to let go of social anxiety build up.

    Coworkers make the anxiety worse, friends too, my wife as well. It builds up and I need a couple hours by myself to let that fade before I have a chance of sleeping, even with my meds, some of which are prescribed simply to knock my ass out.

    Then again, as a teenager, I stayed up 9 days straight before a doctor snowed me and I crashed. No, it wasn’t some attempt, it was straight insomnia - it sucked tremendously. Also, no, not coke, being “snowed” on an EEG (brain waves) means the medication has caused such a response in the brain, you’re just getting the EEG equivalent to static on an untuned channel, so I have issues with sleep, and have since childhood.